freenovelworld Chapter 1279 Give you time
Chapter 1279 Give you time
"Fu Yanchen, you... don't do this..."
Xu Xiaoxiao's face flushed with shame. As she spoke coquettishly, she tried hard to push away the wolf-like man in front of her.
However, her little strength was like a mantis trying to stop a chariot in front of Fu Yanchen. Fu Yanchen just retracted his arms slightly and hugged her tightly in his arms again.
"Fu Yanchen, you, you stop it..."
Xu Xiaoxiao's voice became more and more trembling, like a frightened deer.
Her fair and tender little hands gently rested on Fu Yanchen's solid and broad chest, trying to stop his body from approaching.
However, the strong masculine aura emanating from Fu Yanchen was like an invisible net, leaving her nowhere to escape.
At this moment, there was an extremely complex light flashing in Xu Xiaoxiao's eyes.
There was panic in her expression when facing the current situation, as well as deep doubt about Fu Yanchen's behavior, and even a hint of resistance that was not easily noticed.
Fu Yanchen stared straight at her face, which looked particularly charming because of shyness and nervousness. His Adam's apple rolled up and down uncontrollably. His deep gaze was like two burning flames, tightly locked on Xu Xiaoxiao's face, as if to melt her whole body.
"Smile..."
Fu Yanchen called her name in a low voice, and his magnetic voice sounded a bit reproachful at this moment:
"You little girl, you always do this, time and again, making me itchy and burning with desire, and then you try to slip away from me like a little rabbit. Don't you know that for a man who has been ignited, doing this will only make the fire burn more and more fiercely?"
After hearing this, Xu Xiaoxiao's originally calm expression changed instantly. A faint blush crept up her cheeks, then quickly faded away, leaving only a hint of paleness.
She slowly raised her head and looked straight into Fu Yanchen's eyes which were as deep as a pool of water.
"Fu Yanchen..."
She raised her head slightly, her beautiful eyes fixed on the man in front of her, and then she gently opened her cherry-red lips.
Although the sound she made was not loud, it was extremely clear, as if it was squeezed out from the deepest part of her soul.
Every word was so difficult, as if she needed to use up all her strength to say it:
"Fu Yanchen, touch your heart and tell me, are you...really...sure that you love me? If...love...before..."
Having said this, she paused for a moment, as if trying to calm her excitement.
Fu Yanchen, who was standing opposite her, looked at her anxiously and nervously, wanting to explain something.
He opened his mouth and said softly, "Xiaoxiao..." But before he could finish his words, he was interrupted by her.
Actually... maybe you don't love me at all? All this is just your desire-driven heart at work! You only want to have that kind of intimate relationship with me, and nothing else. Or maybe, it's just your possessiveness that keeps you from letting go. From the beginning to the end, your feelings for me have never been sincere at all, and there is only responsibility."
Her tone sounded a little weak, as if a gust of wind could blow it away.
But even such a weak voice, the power contained in it should not be underestimated.
Every word was like a heavy hammer, smashing heavily into the air between the two of them, stirring up circle after circle of invisible ripples.
These ripples continued to spread, as if to draw everything around them into this whirlpool of emotions.
At this moment, her face showed a complicated expression.
There is pain, confusion, and a hint of imperceptible despair.
It was obvious that she was going through an unprecedented intense struggle in her heart, and this struggle made her feel extremely tired and confused.
After all, before, Fu Yanchen treated her like that, it really couldn't be called love...
After hearing these words, the light in Fu Yanchen's eyes not only did not diminish in the slightest, but became even more resolute and deep, like a burning flame.
“Laugh…”
He responded with a deep and magnetic voice, like the melodious sound of a cello:
"If I didn't love you, why would I do such a thing? Do you think I'm the kind of person who treats feelings so casually and easily has intimate behavior with others? In fact, you should know my feelings very well in your heart - who is it that has always occupied my heart and never left? After you were born, you would cry when you saw anyone, but you only smiled when you saw me... Why do you think this is so?"
Xu Xiaoxiao,,,,how does she know why?
When Fu Yanchen said this, his words unconsciously revealed a hint of barely perceptible anger, but at the same time, there was more of an intense and deep affection, as if he wanted to show his burning heart to Xu Xiaoxiao without reservation through these few words.
Xu Xiaoxiao felt mixed emotions as she listened to Fu Yanchen's words.
She lowered her head, her long eyelashes trembling slightly, as if telling of her inner struggle and pain.
"Fu Yanchen, do you know? During this period of time, I have silently watched everything you did. I know it very well in my heart, and I am also very touched..."
"Xiaoxiao, then, you..."
"Fu Yanchen, listen to me. Can you please give me a little more time?"
"Xiaoxiao,,,,I,,,,"
"Fu Yanchen, if you really want to spend the rest of your life with me, then what you need to do most now is to give me enough time! Only in this way can I have the opportunity to slowly open my heart to accept you, and only in this way can I gradually let go of the insurmountable barrier hidden deep in my heart."
"Xiaoxiao, I understand,
"Fu Yanchen, you should understand me... After all, it is not easy to completely forget the unpleasant experiences of the past. Only with sufficient time as a buffer and precipitation, maybe everything will slowly become different. So, please wait patiently for a while, okay?"
If...you are always so eager to force me to do something I am not ready for. Don't you understand? There is always a knot in my heart that is difficult to untie. After all, you once did it for Lu..."
When she said this, she suddenly paused.
She bit her lips tightly, with a hint of indecision in her eyes, as if she was thinking about whether to say the name Lu Jingjing.
"After all, you hurt me before, and I can't let it go for the time being."
Xu Xiaoxiao finally plucked up the courage to speak out what was in her heart.
There was a hint of sob in her voice and her eyes were slightly red.
The air around them seemed to freeze at this moment, leaving only the heavy and complex breathing of the two people.
Fu Yanchen looked at Xu Xiaoxiao's painful appearance, and an indescribable guilt and heartache surged in his heart.
He gently held Xu Xiaoxiao's hands, moved them away from his chest, then slowly stroked her cheek, gently wiping the tears from the corners of her eyes.
"Xiaoxiao, I'm sorry. I know I once made you very sad. But I am willing to spend the rest of my life making up for my mistakes, as long as you are willing to give me a chance."
His voice was low and gentle, full of sincerity and determination.
"Xiaoxiao, is what you just said true?"
"Is it true? Tell me?" Fu Yanchen repeated.
Xu Xiaoxiao,,,,
"Xiaoxiao... Tell me, as long as I give you enough time and enough patience, will you be able to slowly accept me and forgive me? Will you really go back with me? If so, then fine, I am willing to wait! No matter how long it takes, I am willing to wait... I only pray that you will never abandon me like this..."
Fu Yanchen's voice was as deep as the strings of a cello, and it slowly drifted into Xu Xiaoxiao's ears.
Although the voice was soft, it contained an indescribable power that could not be ignored.
At this moment, Fu Yanchen's eyes, which were originally as deep as a pool of water, were now flickering with light.
These lights reflect unwavering determination while also revealing a hint of expectation.
He just stared quietly at Xu Xiaoxiao in front of him, as if he wanted to see her true thoughts deep in her heart through her eyes.
However, his body was trembling slightly. Although the trembling was extremely subtle and difficult to be noticed, it still existed, as if it was an outward manifestation of Fu Yanchen's nervous mood.
After hearing these words, Xu Xiaoxiao felt an indescribable complex emotion in her heart, as if a bottle of five flavors had been overturned, with all the sour, sweet, bitter, spicy and salty flavors rushing into her heart.
She opened her mouth, but found that her throat seemed to be blocked by something, and she couldn't make a sound to respond to the other party.
She slowly lowered her head, her eyes involuntarily falling on her tightly clasped hands.
I saw that the ten fingers were clenched uncontrollably due to excessive tension, so that a faint white layer appeared on the fingertips, as if they were going to scratch the palms.
In fact, deep down in her heart, she knew very well that the profound meaning and complexity behind this seemingly simple question far exceeded what appeared on the surface.
It is not the kind of question that can be easily answered, but rather a difficult question that requires careful consideration and weighing of the pros and cons before making a decision.
However, her mind was in a mess at the moment and she couldn't think clearly about how to deal with it.
"If he gives me enough time, can I really accept him and what happened in the past?"
Xu Xiaoxiao asked herself silently in her heart.
However, her heart gave a negative answer.
She knew that she probably couldn't do it, because every time she saw Fu Yanchen, the painful memories of the past would come flooding back, making it impossible for her to let go.
She recalled the days when she was hurt by Fu Yanchen, the moments that broke her heart and tore her apart. Those memories were deeply engraved in her heart like a brand, and she would feel a dull pain every time when the night was quiet.
How can she let go? How can she forget the past that made her so miserable?
Xu Xiaoxiao raised her head and her eyes met Fu Yanchen again.
Her eyes were full of complexity and contradiction, showing resentment and dissatisfaction towards Fu Yanchen, as well as reluctance and attachment to him.
She shook her head gently, with a hint of bitterness in her voice: "Fu Yanchen, some things cannot be solved by time. The harm you once caused me cannot be erased by just saying sorry."
Fu Yanchen's expression changed slightly when he heard this.
He understood what Xu Xiaoxiao meant, and he also knew how much harm his mistake had caused her.
He lowered his head and was silent for a moment, then slowly raised his head and looked at Xu Xiaoxiao with a firm gaze:
"Xiaoxiao, I know I was wrong. But please believe me, I am willing to spend the rest of my life to make up for my mistakes. As long as you are willing to give me a chance, I will prove to you that I can be someone you can rely on."
Xu Xiaoxiao looked at Fu Yanchen's determined eyes, and a complex emotion surged in her heart.
She didn't know whether she should believe him, whether she should give him a chance.
However, deep in her heart, she still held a glimmer of hope for Fu Yanchen.
Perhaps, time can really dilute everything and let them start over.
But she needs to face and decide all of this on her own. She is a little...undecided.
Xu Xiaoxiao bit her lips lightly, her eyes full of confusion and struggle.
She looked at Fu Yanchen, her voice as thin as a mosquito: "Fu Yanchen, I...I...I...I don't even know if I can do it..."
There was a hint of helplessness and hesitation in her voice, as if she was telling Fu Yanchen about her inner fragility and fear.
She knew that Fu Yanchen had been waiting for her answer, waiting for her to let go of the past and accept him again.
However, she really didn't know whether she had enough courage and strength to face the pain she had experienced and to accept the person who had hurt her.
Hearing this, Fu Yanchen's eyes flashed with complicated emotions.
He understood Xu Xiaoxiao's struggle and pain, and knew how difficult this decision was for her.
He sighed softly, then slowly walked to Xu Xiaoxiao's side, reached out and gently held her shoulders.
"Xiaoxiao, I know this is difficult. But please believe me, I am willing to use everything I have to make up for my mistakes. I am willing to wait, wait for you to let go of the past and accept me again. As long as you are willing to give me a chance, I will prove to you that I can be someone you can rely on."
Fu Yanchen's voice was low and gentle, full of sincerity and determination.
Xu Xiaoxiao felt the warmth of Fu Yanchen's palm, and a warm feeling surged in her heart.
She knew that Fu Yanchen really wanted to make up for his mistakes and really wanted to start over with her.
However, the pain in her heart is not so easy to heal.
She needs time and space to slowly face and deal with the pain she has experienced.
"Fu Yanchen, I am willing to try... But I need time. I need time to think, to face, and to accept. I hope you can understand me and give me some space."
There was a hint of firmness and determination in Xu Xiaoxiao's voice, as if she was telling herself and Fu Yanchen that she was willing to work hard and try for this relationship.
Hearing this, Fu Yanchen showed a relieved smile on his face. He gently patted Xu Xiaoxiao's shoulder, and then gently embraced her in his arms.
"Xiaoxiao, thank you. Thank you for giving me this opportunity. I will wait patiently until you can truly let go of the past and accept me again. I love you."
In Fu Yanchen's arms, Xu Xiaoxiao felt unprecedented warmth and security.
She knows that this road is still long, but she is willing to work hard and try for this relationship.
Perhaps, time can really dilute everything and let them start over.
"Smile,,,,"