Chapter 109: Determined to Die
Chapter 109: Determined to Die
After the door was closed again and everyone returned to their room, Su Manman said:
"Sister, maybe that Qi Jianing is really our aunt."
Su Qiaoqiao also said: "She looks like she is about to give birth. If we don't acknowledge her, will she die in this situation?"
Tao Ya, who originally did not want to talk, said: "Your family only has a little food now, and you still owe Mr. Baili more than a hundred taels.
At this time, having one more person at home is a burden to you.
After the New Year, Jinhong will go to the county school and take part in the county examination.
If you pass, you still have to save up money to go to the provincial capital to take part in the college entrance examination.
You earn limited money, so all the pressure is on your eldest sister.
The prerequisite for helping others is that you have the ability to do so.
Do you think you have it?"
Su Qiaoqiao and Su Manman thought of the shameless man and the domineering old woman, and they immediately fell silent.
If the other person is just one person, or Qi Jianing and her two children, they may be soft-hearted and lend a hand.
But there were several people on the other side, and two of them were not good people, so we had to give up.
Thinking of this, the two sisters sighed and lay back on the bed.
Sister Tao Ya is right. They can’t even take care of themselves, so how can they have the energy to care about others?
Even if that person is their aunt, so what?
They didn't know each other, had never even heard of him, and hadn't had any contact in all these years.
If someone suddenly appears and needs your help, just forget it.
They had a very difficult time in the past few years, but no one came to help.
When you finally get through this and life seems to be getting more and more hopeful, someone comes and claims to be a relative and wants to take away your existing supplies.
No matter who it happens to, I guess no one would be happy.
Qi Jianing, who was taken away, had a huge belly and was supported by two children as she stumbled forward.
After they walked away, she couldn't help but look back at the house where candlelight was still dimly lit, and two lines of tears unconsciously rolled down her eyes.
When she first followed others to escape the disaster, she wanted to come and seek refuge with her elder sister.
But she knew the character of her husband and mother-in-law, so she dared not speak out.
She knew that the man her eldest sister married had achieved fame and was a scholar.
But he had no relatives at home, and he also knew that his eldest sister had given birth to two children, so he wanted to find out more first.
If her eldest sister is living well and her brother-in-law is reliable, then she will go to her eldest sister.
If life was tough, she wouldn't bother them and let her elder sister worry about her.
But who would have thought that when she asked people about Su Zitan, no one knew.
Later, when she asked about the scholar in Sujia Village, she learned that Mr. Su and his wife had died a few years ago.
After the two died, their wealth was divided up by their clansmen, and even their children were adopted separately.
At that moment, she was heartbroken.
Her eldest sister is her only concern in this world besides her children.
He ended up dying.
At that moment, she wished she could follow her elder sister.
That year, I learned that my eldest sister was framed by her stepsister and stepmother and was kicked out of the house by my father.
She was afraid that her elder sister would have a hard time, so she pawned her things one after another and sent them to her elder sister.
But when the stepmother found out, she made an excuse and said that she had plenty of money and did not need the mansion to provide her with food and clothing.
Later, when her father went out to discuss matters, she was married off to a distant place even though she was not yet of marriageable age.
The man she married was a butcher in Funing Prefecture, not the man she is with now.
At that moment, her world collapsed and she wanted to die.
Her stepmother and stepsisters seemed to enjoy torturing her and threatened her that if she dared to die, they would immediately send people to spread the news that her eldest sister was unfaithful to her husband.
As for my eldest sister, whenever she goes out in Sujia Village and Lanxia County, she will be pointed at and talked about, and she will never be able to hold her head up.
For the sake of her elder sister, she endured it. Even after she got married and was beaten all over by the butcher, she gritted her teeth and endured it.
But who knows, even so, it can't bring peace.
The butcher not only loves drinking, but also gambles.
After losing all his property, he lost her to another gambler, the man he is now with.
Now this one is even more of a rotten person.
The former one beat her, but at least she had no relatives, and as long as the butcher was not around, she could still have some peace.
Now this guy, not only does he like to beat people, he also has a mean mother.
This old lady has a mental problem and is always thinking about torturing her.
Even during pregnancy, there is endless work to do and endless insults to hear.
It is said that old people pay attention to their offspring, but the old lady doesn’t. She would scold both of her grandchildren.
They even falsely accused her of having an affair and that her two children were bastards.
The old lady not only beat her, but also attacked the two children.
Countless times, she felt that life was meaningless and wanted to kill the mother and son.
But she couldn't bear to leave her children and didn't want them to have a murderer as their mother, so she had to give up.
She also thought about taking the two children away, but they were never full and had no strength to walk far.
And the people in that village seem to be particularly united.
There is always someone guarding the entrance of the village. As long as she walks to the entrance, someone will pull her back.
She even thought about taking her two children and committing suicide, but looking at the children's innocent faces, she really couldn't bear to do that.
Even though she knew they were not living well and every day was a torment, she still hoped deep down that one day their luck would turn around and their lives would become better.
But at this moment, she suddenly felt that all of this was meaningless and unnecessary.
Once you leave the place where you do corvée labor, you can never go back.
When daybreak comes, they will be sent to the yamen and then driven out of Lanxia County.
Given her current condition, she will definitely die.
Rather than staying in this world and suffering, the two children would rather go with her.
This way, the mother and son will have a companion on their journey to the underworld.
In the next life, they won’t be her children anymore.
She is an unqualified mother. Being her child is so painful!
Su Rongrong didn't know that Qi Jianing was determined to die. Not long after she lay down, she began to dream.
Ever since she came to the original owner's body, she, who usually had no dreams at night, actually had a dream.
In the dream, she was still very young, only about two or three years old.
It was Chinese New Year then. Mother looked at Jinhong in the cradle with longing in her eyes and told her that she missed her aunt.
He also said that their family can live so well now because of the help of his aunt.
My mother said that she was kicked out of the house and had nothing except the clothes on her body.
When she came back with her father, she was able to bring so much silver and so many clothes with her, all of which were obtained by her aunt.
I also told her that if she had the chance to meet her aunt in the future, she must treat her well.
Su Rongrong woke up after dreaming about these things.
She touched her aching heart, thought about her dream, got up and went to the main room.
That was the room where Qi Jiaying and Su Zitan lived before, and it was later occupied by Su Maolin's son for three years.
In the dream, the door of this room had a secret compartment near the threshold.
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