freenovelworld Chapter 457 Her Past, Present, and Future
Chapter 457 Her Past, Present, and Future
Dome glass house.
Ru Ya sat on the bed with a confused look on her face, while Si Che was obviously much calmer than her. He sat on the only chair as if nothing had happened.
Ru Ya was hesitant to speak. She didn't even have the mood to appreciate the aurora. She was organizing her words, thinking about how to explain to Si Che that there are differences between men and women.
Because Si Che's actions today had made her feel a hidden danger.
She can treat Si Che as a younger brother, or a friend, but it cannot and must not be a relationship between a man and a woman.
She had no feelings for Si Che, so she didn't want Si Che to get caught up in an emotional whirlpool with her.
Her heart has long been unable to accommodate anyone else.
Ruya cleared her throat and said, "Xiao Che, I think I need to clarify something with you."
She tried to be tactful, not wanting to hurt anyone, "You may think of me as a relative, so your behavior is a little... intimate, but even between people of the same sex there should still be a certain safe distance, not to mention that we are adult men and women."
"Although I have lived in Northern Europe for more than five months, I am still not used to the cheek kissing etiquette here. In China, there are many ways to express friendliness and politeness, but cheek kissing is rare. Generally, people just shake hands, nod, and hug. In fact, the reserved Chinese people rarely even hug."
Si Che looked at Ru Ya aggrievedly, lowering his eyes that were as vast as the sea of stars. His thick and long eyelashes suppressed the emotions in his eyes. Ru Ya only heard his somewhat low voice, "Sister, are you disliking me?"
Ru Ya was stunned. Before she could think of how to answer, Si Che said with some sadness: "My mother died of illness when I was five years old. After I went to the orphanage, no one taught me what etiquette is..."
"The only thing that grandma did for me was to secretly give me the food that the kitchen didn't want. To avoid suspicion, she didn't dare to communicate with me too much in the welfare home, because her kindness to me might lead to more rampant revenge from those people. And now, grandma also..."
"Si Yuan, you are all I have now..." Si Che became more and more sad as he spoke, "Maybe people like me are, as they say, ominous."
Ruya's eyes widened slightly. She didn't want to hurt Xiao Che, but now it seems that she did hurt him.
"Xiao Che, I... I don't mean anything else." What Ru Ya wanted to say in her mind just now was disrupted by the self-deprecating Si Che in front of her.
She just wanted to remind him to pay attention to the distance between them, but now it seems that she has once again aroused Si Che's anxiety and deep-seated inferiority.
She hadn't seen Si Che like this for a while. She sighed, "Xiao Che, don't think too much. Just pretend I didn't say anything about what happened just now. I'm your sister, so I should be more tolerant of you."
Ru Ya sighed inwardly. Although she didn't quite understand Si Che's inferiority complex, after all, Si Che was smart and hardworking, and had an extremely handsome face, and his figure could easily beat all the handsome young men in China.
However, Si Che's life experience is indeed miserable. As an adult, she came to Northern Europe and still fell into a depressed emo mood. What's more, Si Che had been in an orphanage where the law of the jungle prevailed since she was five years old.
Also, before this, Si Che had not done anything out of line.
Today, maybe she really was overthinking it.
At this moment, Si Che suddenly stood up, leaned forward slightly, stretched out his arms, and hugged Ru Ya tightly in his arms, "Si Yuan, you are so kind. If you also want to abandon me, I feel that there is no meaning in living anymore."
He greedily sniffed Ruya's scent and buried his head in the woman's fair neck. His tone was flattering and cautious, "Si Yuan, from now on, I will use Chinese etiquette to express my love for you, okay? It's the love of a younger brother for his sister."
Ru Ya suddenly felt a little sad. Si Che gave her the feeling that he was too lacking in love. Because of this lack of love, once someone treated him well, he would want to give his heart to the other person.
In Si Che's 19 years of life, there were very few people who treated him well, his mother, his grandmother, and her...
Ruya suddenly felt that her thinking was unhealthy just now. People treated her as a good sister, but she actually thought about things between men and women.
Without hesitation, she raised her hands and hugged Si Che back, "Okay, Xiao Che, don't say that life is meaningless in the future. Live well, and there will be many meaningful things in your future life."
Ru Ya silently gave up the plan of booking another dome glass house. If she really booked another one, Si Che's sensitive and fragile little heart would probably not be able to bear it again.
The bed here is very big, and there is still a lot of space between two people sleeping on each side.
It was warm inside, and she could make a thick quilt to cover them. They had a lot of clothes on anyway, so they could just make do for the night.
Si Che didn't want to let go of the woman in his arms. Her body was so soft and he could hold her in his arms. The unique fragrance from her body kept flowing into his nose.
He had never felt that life was so wonderful as he did now. What was the meaningful thing in life?
He thought, let it be like this now, he and Si Yuan hugged each other tightly, and the whole world only had the two of them.
He didn't want to be just her brother.
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Si Che stood outside the dome glass house smoking, looking at the woman inside with deep eyes.
Is he fragile? Of course not.
After working in the welfare home for so many years, those who survived are not good people.
How could someone who could go to the D-zone in Las Vegas alone be fragile?
If he was fragile, he would have been frozen to death by the cold and long winter in Northern Europe in the first year after he was released from the orphanage.
Si Che suddenly felt very fortunate that he had extended a helping hand to Si Yuan in Las Vegas.
Thinking of this, he felt a little uncomfortable. If it was someone else who helped her that day, would it be Si Yuan and another man in the dome glass house now?
As for why Si Che was sure it must be a man.
Because Si Yuan is too beautiful, women will only feel jealous, but men are all conquered by her stunning beauty.
However, his probing and offense today obviously made Si Yuan feel uncomfortable. It seems that some things cannot be taken too hastily.
There is an old Chinese saying that goes, "You can't eat hot tofu in a hurry." Some things should be considered long-term and done slowly.
Suddenly, Si Che made a decision in his heart.
The man from China allowed Si Yuan to come to Northern Europe and it was he who gave up on Si Yuan.
It was because of a man’s inaction that he and Si Yuan met in Las Vegas.
So, that man is already a thing of the past.
And he, Si Che, is Si Yuan's present and future.