freenovelworld Chapter 67 You are first and foremost a human being, and only then a woman.
Chapter 67 You are first and foremost a human being, and only then a woman.
"I always said that as long as the squad leader is around, even the most low-level perverted humor becomes quite interesting."
In the darkness, accompanied by the laughter of infants, came Yu Cinian's cheerful chuckle.
Lin Sui: "...I'm not taking the blame for this."
People darted around her, as if everyone was gathering towards her, and Tangxi, who was closest to her, held her hand tightly.
It wasn't fear, but excitement.
Another ghost sighting!
"what!"
Suddenly, Qin Yin let out a short scream.
A pale white light automatically lit up overhead, and then flickered with a crackling sound, as if there was a malfunction.
Lin Sui used the dim light to look around.
The white walls turned as if they had been brushed with a light ink stain, turning into a dark gray. The surrounding objects also decayed in an instant. Cobwebs covered the corners and ceiling, and the air was filled with so much dust that it was choking.
This scene made Lin Sui subconsciously think of Yu Cinian.
She looked over and saw that he was wearing a mask, like a merciless disinfection machine, constantly spraying disinfectant around him.
"Something's definitely off about this girl." Si Xingran clicked her tongue in disgust. "What kind of weird thing is that crawling out of her body? It's so ugly."
Upon hearing this, Lin Sui turned her gaze to Ya Ya.
What came into view was a dark, indistinct shape.
But you can still vaguely make out the human form; it is entirely dark purple and has sharp fangs.
Lin Suiqing uttered two words: "Infant spirit".
Among all the evil spirits that died unjustly, the resentment of infant spirits is the greatest.
Because most infant spirits are reincarnated to collect debts from their parents, they never expected that they would not even have the chance to be born, but would be cruelly killed by cold medical instruments, adding hatred upon hatred, and their resentment soared to the sky.
Therefore, this infant spirit can appear during the day and create a ghost realm.
"Hehe, Mom, if I kill them for you, can I eat your flesh and drink your blood?" The infant spirit perched on Ya Ya's shoulder, without eyes, yet it seemed to have a cold gaze sweeping over Lin Sui and the others.
Although the infant spirit failed to be born, Ya Ya is still his biological mother in this life.
Therefore, no matter how much resentment he harbored, he could not kill her on his own initiative; he could only place a curse on her.
For example, the first curse of an infant spirit is that she can never have another child in her life.
And this is what Ya Ya cares about most.
Lin Sui looked at Ya Ya and saw that her bloodshot eyes were full of pain and struggle: "I'm sorry, I didn't want to either, but I have no way out. I can only choose to believe him."
She had a pair of old-fashioned and serious parents, which shaped her traditional and introverted personality.
Her only act of rebellion was to secretly enter the entertainment industry as a junior assistant in order to follow her idol.
She met Wen Ge at her first job.
She was quite attractive, and her traditional nature—she insisted on waiting until marriage before kissing or sleeping with someone—ignited a strong desire in Wen Ge to conquer her.
She was naive and new to the entertainment industry, unaware of its harsh realities, and was easily deceived by Wen Ge with just a few words.
Then, after she refused several times, Wen Ge became impatient and directly fed her a glass of fruit wine that had been spiked, and forced himself on her.
She did consider calling the police, but she was afraid of being cyberbullied and that her parents would also be hurt.
Wen Ge repeatedly coaxed her, promising to marry her and saying that this kind of thing could be treated as premarital practice so that the marriage would be more harmonious.
She was simple-minded and thought what he said made sense.
Later, she discovered she was pregnant.
She immediately told Wen Ge, wanting him to marry her as soon as possible.
Wen Ge's first reaction was to give a cold face, but he was afraid that if he rejected her too decisively, it would provoke her to go around talking nonsense, so he pretended to be in pain and anxious, and cried and said that he was in the prime of his career and it was not suitable for him to have a child.
He knew she was very soft-hearted; if he begged and pleaded, she would agree to anything without even realizing it.
So she went to the operating table and aborted the child.
However, the doctor told her that she could no longer get pregnant and could not have children.
In her traditional view, a woman who cannot have children is not a complete person, which is no different from the sky falling for her.
She even secretly felt that no one would want a woman who was incomplete.
She could only hold onto Wen Ge tightly.
"Sister, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to, I didn't mean to." Ya Ya cried as she walked towards Qin Yin and extended a hand.
The infant spirit immediately floated towards Qin Yin along her arm.
Qin Yin stared in horror, backing away, but there was no way out behind her except for a wide-open window.
A cold wind blew in from the thick darkness outside the window, making her shiver and deepening her fear: "No, don't..."
Just as the infant spirit was about to make its move, Lin Sui calmly asked, "Ya Ya, is the child important to you?"
Ya Ya was taken aback.
"Do you really want the child you abandoned to be tainted by sin and never be able to be reborn?" Lin Sui asked again.
Ya Ya trembled all over.
She could feel it after the baby was aborted.
She knew he was always by her side, causing her nightmares, sleepless nights, and a string of misfortunes and illnesses.
She felt guilty, but even though she was afraid, she didn't blame him.
She blamed herself for being so foolish as to believe Wen Ge time and time again.
Even now, she still believes him.
"Ah!"
A cold laugh suddenly rang out. Lu Xiang strode over and grabbed Ya Ya, saying, "Can't you wake up, you idiot! All that talk about a woman being incomplete if she can't have children, or that no one will want her if she can't have children, is utter bullshit!"
"You are a person first, and then a woman!"
"You are not a commodity to be chosen; you are yourself, and you should love yourself!"
Lin Sui was extremely pleased to hear such positive words.
As expected of the once-chosen leading lady, there's still hope.
Lin Sui looked at Ya Ya again, only to see that she was completely stunned, as if some belief on her face was collapsing little by little and then rebuilding.
Clearly, no one had ever said such a thing to her.
From a young age, all she knew was that girls should act like girls, and that girls should know what they should and shouldn't do.
Girls should love and respect themselves even more... She knew that this wasn't wrong, but why doesn't anyone teach boys to love and respect themselves?
And why didn't anyone tell her that it wasn't that she didn't love herself, but rather what she should do after being deceived?
Noticing the emotion in her eyes, Lin Sui's tone softened: "If you're so sad because you love children but can't have them, why don't you be with Qin Yin?"