The rural daughter-in-law of the bank president

Chapter 622 Reconciliation

Chang Jinbao had his pillow padded high, his eyes closed, his mouth slightly open, some saliva on the pillow, and he made a "hmm" sound.

It seemed like he had been gathering strength for a long time. After a while, he opened his eyes and said, "The validity period of this injection is getting shorter and shorter!"

Lele felt a little uncomfortable, but forced a smile and said, "If it doesn't work, we can just get an injection once a week. We can afford it now!"

"Oh!" Chang Jinbao closed his eyes again, "My body can't hold on any longer. There's no place on my butt that's good, and the insulin injections in my belly aren't doing any good either!"

Tears suddenly welled up in Lele's eyes. She didn't dare wipe them away. She held Chang Jinbao's hand without moving, biting her lip and not daring to speak.

Chang Jinbao moved his hand and pushed Lele, "Go ahead and take a rest. You must be tired after a day's work."

The voice is soft and weak, and the breath is floating and the words are empty.

Lele tightened Chang Jinbao's hand, stood up and walked out.

Mom sat outside with a gloomy look on her face.

Lele comforted him, "It's okay. It happens every March and April. If it doesn't work, I'll go see Dr. Meng."

Zhang Guixiang sniffed, "Ah, that's enough. If he didn't have such a good daughter, he wouldn't have lived such a good life for so many years.

One injection costs more than 2000 yuan, which means hundreds of thousands of yuan in total. Which farmer can afford it?

I never thought I’d be able to live in an apartment building someday. I’ve had enough of it. He’s lived there for almost ten years now. It’s really enough!”

Zhang Guixiang kept chattering and counting the good things about her daughters!

"You sorted all his medicines into boxes, labeled them by the day they were to be taken, and all that was left was feeding him. As soon as he mentioned feeling unwell, your sister and brother-in-law would rush around to help..."

Lele leaned on her mother's shoulder and didn't say anything.

Lele feels that his relationship with his father has been evolving over the years.

When she was a child, she was afraid of him. He didn't need to hit or scold her, but Lele would be scared as long as he had a stern face.

She seemed to be tamed and tried her best to please him.

He always spoke half of what he meant, or just had a dark face and said nothing.

Sometimes she would be talking nicely but suddenly her expression would change. Lele would know that her behavior was not to his liking, and she would be very good at turning things around and adjust immediately.

This directly affects Lele's way of dealing with people, making him cautious and careful.

He has high expectations of her, so Lele, work hard to be excellent.

However, Lele was tired of this way of getting along. She hated reading other people's expressions and hated to follow other people's wishes. She felt aggrieved, but did not have enough energy to resist.

Going to Xijing to attend university was her most stubborn defection, including the subsequent work.

The way she gets along with her father has shaped her way of getting along with authority. Without her father, she can only rebel when facing other authorities.

This is the conclusion she came to after studying psychology and repeatedly recalling and sorting out her relationship with her father.

When she was learning sand tray, she would sometimes spend a long time in front of the doll in the sand tray that represented her father, repeating some conversations over and over again, some words that she didn't dare to say directly to her father.

When she returned to her hometown to get married, she initially resented her father.

Later, when she studied psychology, she even felt that his illness was a way for him to control her.

Not to mention the behavioral and emotional changes caused by psychological factors, which cause physiological changes in the nervous system, endocrine system, reproductive system, and skeletal muscle system, and ultimately lead to illness.

In terms of subconscious language, he couldn't control her, so he showed weakness, but he didn't know how to express himself, and since he couldn't express himself, the impact fell on his body, and he became very ill.

Later, due to Wei Wuya's influence, she and her father achieved a complete separation. This was the result of Lele's constant efforts, but to some extent, it was also the inevitable direction of the father-daughter relationship.

Psychologist Jung once said: The relationship between mother and child points to fusion and implies intimacy; the relationship between father and son points to alienation and implies rules.

Lele finally separated from his father and finally reconciled with himself.

She began to understand his behavior pattern. He loved her in the way he thought was right and with the best of his ability!

Such as getting married.

My mother has said many times that marrying Chang Jinbao is good in every way except that she can't move to the city, because he treats her well!

Lele didn’t understand it at first, but later on, he gradually understood it.

In an era of domestic violence and disrespect for women, my father did his best to control his temper. In a rural area where male chauvinism was rampant, he learned to cook, wash dishes, and do laundry. He also learned to do household chores.

From the perspective of a father and a husband, he carefully helped his daughters choose marriage partners, and it turned out that he had a good eye!

Later, when she discovered that he wasn't her biological father, Lele surprisingly didn't feel too upset, because she only had one father in her heart. He wasn't perfect, and even a little bit lacking, but he was a very three-dimensional father, a very three-dimensional person. And where he was lacking, his mother made up for it.

……

Lele couldn't help but choke up. "Dad had suffered so much. He started supporting the family at the age of fifteen, doing all kinds of work and falling into a state of illness. He had suffered for half his life, and had only a few days of good life."

Mom held Lele's hand, and neither of them spoke.

The next morning, Lele took Chang Jinbao to get an injection.

Since the tuberculosis incident that year, the hospital stopped giving Chang Jinbao injections, but a doctor from the hospital opened a clinic and continued to give him injections.

After the injection, you will be prescribed three months of medicine as usual.

Lele paid the money and took the medicine.

After returning home, Lele sorted the medicines into categories and put them in a box, a 4*7 box. 4 means before meals, noon, evening, and before bed, and 7 means one week. All of them were marked.

This was bought by Lele, because Chang Jinbao has many and complicated illnesses. In addition to the regular medicines he takes in the morning, noon and evening, he also has to take some medicines once every two days, some once every three days, some medicines need to be taken on an empty stomach, and some medicines need to be taken after meals. He often gets confused, so Lele bought this medicine box for him, and he will never forget again.

Chang Jinbao was still feeling tired, so he came back and lay down again.

At lunchtime, he came out and sighed, "Why does it feel like there's no effect after this injection?"

Lele served him some whole grain rice and some vegetables, then brought the bowl to Chang Jinbao and said, "It's only been half a day, how can it be so fast? Take a break and we'll see tomorrow."

Chang Jinbao remained silent and didn't eat much.

The next day, as soon as Lele got up, he went downstairs to see that his parents were not in the bedroom.

I called my mom and she said, "Your dad is feeling better. We went out for a walk and bought you breakfast. We're downstairs now."

Lele breathed a sigh of relief, felt a little relieved, and went to wash up.

When I finished washing up and went downstairs, Chang Jinbao was already sitting on the dining chair.

Seeing Lele coming down, a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, "Come quickly, look what I bought for you!"

Lele came forward and said, "Wow, vegetable bun! I haven't eaten it in years."

Lele sat next to Chang Jinbao and took the paper bag of the vegetable bun.

It is like a roujiamo bun with vegetables in the middle, usually shredded carrots, kelp, bean sprouts or cucumber strips, mixed with pepper oil, which is spicy and fragrant.

Lele hasn't eaten this since graduating from high school, and he really misses it.

However, the taste is hard to describe. Apart from being salty, it is not delicious.

But Lele didn't say anything and ate it all in big mouthfuls.