Chapter 394 The wound is where the light comes in
Chapter 394 The wound is where the light comes in
Lin Xianglan has been to southern Hunan, Xijing, and many other cities.
But Donghai left a deep impression on her.
Donghai has its own unique charm, and perhaps it is the aroma of coffee that makes her obsessed with it.
After returning, she continued studying and prepared to take the exam next year.
In the same year, Wei Qifeng performed well in his studies and was assigned a job in the province.
After working for a year, he went home for the New Year. Instead of going back to his own home, he went to Lin Xianglan's home first.
I bought a lot of gifts as a way of proposing marriage.
The old man pondered for a long time and had only one condition: to marry into the family!
Wei Qifeng is scheming, and the old man also has his own plans.
Lin Xiangzhi was sent back to her ancestral home. Lin Xiangjun was cowardly and impatient, making him unable to handle such a big responsibility.
If Lin Xianglan wants to stay by his side, Wei Qifeng is a good candidate for the head of the family.
Marriage is essentially a transaction.
However, Lin Xianglan, one of the parties involved in the transaction, was completely unaware of it.
Wei Qifeng came from a poor family, but he was able to work in a credit union thanks to his cleverness and hard work.
Faced with the intimidation of Mr. Lin’s background, he also wanted to take advantage of this background.
Wei Qifeng bargained that the child's surname must remain Wei, and any other name is optional.
When Grandpa Lin told Lin Xianglan this, Lin Xianglan's heart collapsed.
But Mr. Lin always keeps his word and there is no room for maneuver.
Children from military families have no childhood and no adolescence.
The old man is strict and intimidating without even getting angry.
Lin Xianglan's face turned dark and she trembled.
Lin Xianglan didn't dare to resist and tried to fight for it: "I want to take the test again!"
Mr. Lin relented, "Okay, I'll give you another six months. If you pass the college entrance exam, I won't stop you. If you fail, we can get married!"
Unfortunately, Lin Xianglan failed the college entrance examination again that year!
After failing the exam, Lin Xianglan fell seriously ill and has been in poor spirits and prone to dizziness ever since.
Wei Qifeng really likes Lin Xianglan, not to mention that he has put in so much effort for her for so many years.
After discussing with Mr. Lin, he decided to give up his job in the provincial capital and return to the county credit union.
Wait until Lin Xianglan recovers before making plans.
With Wei Qifeng's knowledge and ability, plus Mr. Lin's background, he can create opportunities even if there are none.
The job transfer went smoothly, and after more than half a year, Lin Xianglan's job was also transferred to the county.
In the early autumn when she failed the college entrance examination, she put on her wedding dress!
After marriage, Lin Xianglan moved into the bank’s staff quarters.
There were two bedrooms, one for each of them. They lived like couples, just under the same roof.
They didn't have sex for three months after their marriage.
Lin Xianglan was extremely cold towards Wei Qifeng.
No matter how hard Wei Qifeng tried, the two of them couldn't create any sparks.
After Wei Qifeng's parents found out, they arranged for them to go to the Construction Corps to visit his uncle. At Wei Qifeng's uncle's house, they shared a room.
Lin Xianglan couldn't stand it. Her extreme mental cleanliness made her a little depressed.
As the end of the year approaches, Wei Qifeng is busy again.
Lin Xianglan finally couldn't bear it anymore and took that step.
That week, Wei Qifeng was so busy that he didn't go home for several days.
Lin Xianglan could no longer remember whether it was a spur-of-the-moment decision or something she had planned for a long time.
The cold and biting north wind in January did not wake up the person who was determined to die.
Lin Xianglan stood by the Black Sand River for a long, long time...
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She kept such an unbearable past in her heart for a long time and didn't dare to look at it.
Lele knew everything that happened next.
But Lin Xianglan is still hiding it.
"The freezing river water pulled me back from the brink of death, and I came to terms with it."
Lin Xianglan said: "My shoes and clothes were wet, and as soon as I got ashore, my outer cotton coat was frozen.
When I got to the street, I met a kind couple who took me into the city.
After I got home, I had a high fever, so he took me to the doctor and found out I was pregnant...
It happened over 30 years ago, so I don’t remember many details.”
Lin Xianglan spoke slowly.
There is no emotion, it seems like telling a story.
Lele smiled bitterly in her heart. Lin Xianglan understood the concept of "compulsive repetition" when it came to trauma and pain.
Her marriage was painful, so she replicated the pain.
She created Lele's marriage in the same way as her own tragic marriage.
But things are unpredictable and times have changed. Wei Wuya is not Wei Qifeng, and Chang Lele is not Lin Xianglan.
Lele seemed to be talking to himself, but also to Lin Xianglan: "Wounds are where light enters the heart!"
Lin Xianglan raised her eyes and looked at Lele.
Lele's eyes were as bright as stars, firm and gentle.
"Have you never thought about separating from dad?" Lele asked cautiously.
"Countless times!" Lin Xianglan lowered her head. "All the time!"
The coffee shop was very quiet and Lin Xianglan spoke in a very low voice, so Lele had to try very hard to hear her.
Lin Xianglan added: "When my father was alive, I didn't dare! Now that he's gone, I feel like it's meaningless!
We are old now, so we should stop messing around. Wuya’s father is actually a good person.”
Lele nodded: "Dad, you can see the big picture from the small details and become a saint!"
Lele has a very high opinion of Wei Qifeng.
"He did everything he promised my dad!" said Lin Xianglan.
"The only thing is that he can't give you the happiness you want, but he doesn't want to let go..." In an instant, Lele suddenly choked with tears.
The store was eerily quiet.
There were no other customers, and the waiter was leaning against the bar, playing games.
Strong winds are afraid of sunset.
The spring wind blows all day long, but only at dusk, as the sun sets, the world returns to peace.
Two women, sitting in a corner.
At a certain moment, time goes back and fate intersects!
"Seeing you and Wu Ya sticking together all day long, I really don't know what's good about it!" Lin Xianglan suddenly broke the silence and said.
Lele finally came out of her sadness, her face flushed instantly, and she said softly, "Mom!"
"Tsk tsk tsk, what a little devil! Love and hate!" Lin Xianglan reached out and pinched Lele's arm.
Lele pulled his arm back and rubbed it gently, "It hurts!"
"I used to think that if I didn't sleep with him and he went out to find someone else, and if he made a mistake, would my dad ask me to divorce him?" Lin Xianglan frowned and said again.
"Hahaha..." Lele laughed. She couldn't respond to this.
Lin Xianglan put her hands on the table. Lele took a look and saw that her fingers were white, round and plump.
"Mom, your destiny cannot be pinned on others. You have many opportunities to pursue what you want," said Lele.
"Really?" Lin Xianglan frowned. "Yes, I was given a chance, but I didn't seize it."
"You're already very good. That's equivalent to self-studying high school courses."
"Stop comforting me!"
"I really admired you when I was little. You were beautiful and smart." Lele looked at Lin Xianglan with a smile and paused. "And you're rich! Haha!"
"I'll give it all to you. You take care of the house while I pursue my dreams!" Lin Xianglan said with a smile.
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